突然觉得人生很无常
今天陪妈妈和外婆去看老二姑丈。。。
看到他。。。我想起了我的爷爷。。。

每个人都会离开。。。
也许你现在看到了这个人。。 你觉得他很健康。。 他很好。。 他看起来没事。。。
可是又有谁能预料到下一秒会发生什么事呢！

曾经的我。。。
还小。。。 以为我的爷爷病得很轻。。。
会回来的。。。所以没到医院去看他。。。

但是就是因为我的以为。。。
变成了我终生的遗憾。。。
最疼我的爷爷离开了。。。

爷爷还很疼我。。。
还以为我补习没办法去看他。。。
他很体谅我。。。 可是我呢。。。
以为他会回来的。。。所以没去看他。。。
每当想到这里。。。我的泪忍不住落下来。。。

爷爷总是喜欢骑着他的摩多车。。。
去相馆作工。。。他是一位摄影师。。。
所以从我和弟弟出生开始。。。我们就有很多本相簿。。。
因为爷爷爸爸都很喜欢拍照。。。所以我们一个人有10-20本的相簿吧！
包括我自己也很喜欢拍照。。。也许这是我们家族遗传的吧！

爷爷很喜欢骑摩多车去买五香给我吃。。。
到现在偶尔我都会和家人去太平街那里吃。。
只是爷爷不在了。。。不然我们一起去吃。。一定很好吃。。。
以前他都打包回来给我们吃。。还有很喜欢买榴莲给我们吃。。。
真的很怀念。。。

以前的我。。真的很坏。。
没有他的包容。。没有他的爱。。
没有今天的我。。。

爷爷。。
你很久没报梦给我了。。。
我很想念您。。。

Another birthday celebration =)

2nite had another simple celebration with my family at ahma house...
thanks mommy prepare the food =)
thanks daddy helpin me take photo =)
thanks da jiu and da jiu mu buy the cake and oso prepare the foods =)
thanks ah ma for sayang me all the time.. and 2day she sing bday song for me =)
thanks lao jim, cousins and other family members that celebrate together wit me..
I appreciate ... Thanks =)

Let the pictures do talking again~

Foods that prepare by mommy and jiu mu...
Thanks you ~ Love u ~

It's my cake !!
i love it.. because its choclate banana fav!!
& the decoration of the cake is jz simple n nice...
it looks lik the star on the sky !!
they say those r the pearl XD

Whoa.. eat all these food cause me put on weight lagi =(

random shoot by daddy !

The birthday gal and the nice cake =)

They singing birthday song for this cute lil gal
XD ~ Happi birthday to me ~

Then quickly make a wish ~~ keke
This year i got 6 wishes?
first 3 is my fren gimme..
another 3 wishes is my family gimme !
Thanks u all =)

Then blow the cake !
Ahhhh... BOOOOO ^^

Then cut the nice cake =) yum yum !

Pica time with my family members ~~

This is my lovely family~ Dad, Mom Me and Didi =)

My only brother and me =)

My beloved ah ma & me ..
Ahma always say that im a lucky gal.. thr is another nickname for me !
HOCKY LEE means HOK KI(lucky) in hokkien.. haha.. vry beng ler dis name !
btw.. thx ahma for pamper me all the time..
THX AHMA ! =)

My da jiu mu and me...
trust me.. she is the best jiumu in the world..
thanks da jiu and u for the cake .. and sponsor the food!!
love ya =)

Yow kor2 and me =)

With jiumu, cousins, bro and me =)

With lao kor, lao jim & mommy !

Group photo !!! i reli love u all ~

Lastly .. Watermelon and the real watermelon shoot XD
SMILE =)

~END~

It's my mood ~

When i say goodbye,
The heart is aching yet i couldn't stop myself from thinking;
I tried to be heartless yet the more im
it just shows how much i love u deep down...

My sweet 18th birthday !!!!!!

Hoho... hello everyone.. get attention pls ! i gt sth to announce ~~~ hrm hrm
Me ~ Isis Lee Ying Ying already 18 yrs old..
which means i can do many thgs d huh?
haha.. for example? clubbing? keke... lot of fren say tat to me... bt too bad lar.. u noe im a gd gal.. parents r strict ... so clubbing seems lik stil far away from me lor ! XD bt i would lik to try it some days !
Get atm card? haha.. so i can get money easily? yea dis mz be sth pretty cool.. bt too bad.. bank acc no money for me !! ROFL

18years old doesnt mean anything actuali.. which means im gettin older lar...
haha... bt anyway.. i stil feel im young! keke... 18 edi .. which means stil gt long journey to go!
big girl d.. gotta be mature? gotta be independent? cnt always be temperamental anymore !!
I KNOW LA ! I TRY OK? haha

Would like to thanks many people here...
first of course is my parents... because they bring me to this world..
& i know they reli lov me n protect me alot..
although sometimes dey r strict..sometimes i feel dey over protect me~
sometimes i feel dey r funny... sometimes wil quarrel with dad n mom..
sometimes i wil angry v them.. but in my heart.. my family are the most important thing in my life!
Thanks daddy mommy didi n other family members ... thx for sayang me n manja me all the time!

Secondly.. thanks my frens lor !!!!!
keke... frens are 2nd important things in my life!
Thanks all my fren who wish me thru sms, facebook, msn, phone call... too many ppl... so i cnt list out ur name here! u noe i noe lar dear frens .. i reli appreciate u all d wishes ! haha
specially thanks fan shu kor n banana coz they sing bday song for me !!
thx teng.. she purposely come bac from kl n wanted to celebrate v me ...
bt end up she din celebrate v me... she bring the present for me all the way from her hse to centro ! haha.. i noe its jam ! n reli thanks lor darling! u noe i always love u ~

& reli reli reli thx my f5 classmate !!!!! yday they celebrate my bday for me ~~~~
Thuan tee, shiyan, huixian, vhean, ah meow, esther, yi mei, wei kit, lubang, & ahmao~ (ahmao is a new fren) haha~
we went centro neway n sing k .. den v went to a restaurant or lounge thr celebrate my bday!
seriously til nw i cnt remmeber the name.. izit call Sheeperdo? haha... no idea ... & again..u noe i noe.. its opposite the starbucks ! its a nice but expensive place XD

This is the first year i celebrate my birthday v frens ler... reli thx dad n mom cause they let me go out dis year !
bt get scolded by mommy lar...she nt allow me to go out nex time ~ ahhh T.T
cause exceed the time she give me kinda late oni reach home ~
all my frens shuld noe my family rules ~ im cinderella .. gotta go back b4 11pm..
bt cinderella 12pm oni go bac... mine even earlier? XD
bt anyway i reli appreciate lar !!! i love u all u tau tak ! muackz muackz ! =)

& yday nite chat quite long v pinshin...
she cnt go celebrate v me yday coz she promise her sis go out v her i tink~ nvm la..
u noe i wil forgive u de la piggy =)
haha.. i miss her ler... vry long no chat v her d.. & we recall back to form5
we gt so many story wan2 tel each other .. XD
she say find 1 day we go out !! n call kaisan oso..
suprisingly kaisan is the first person to wish me on my bday !! haha...
miss both of them...

Wokie lar... let the pictures to talk...
too bad forget to take photo with my cake... ahhh... hw forgetful im !!!
when the camera out.. the cake is almost finish !! =(
so jz take photo v my frens =)

At the ktv ~~ see they so enjoying... haha ~

After few hours.. all look so tired n mcm no voice d... haha
imagin sing from 1pm-7pm @@

Weng hou, huixian & me =) our eyes look so small due to the flash !

I noe i look freak ! LOL.. bt seriously tat day im vry high..
no idea y ..scream lik hell ~

Dear & me =) thx u lor... dint go tuition coz of me !
love u ya .. muackz !

Shi yan !! he look handsome yday.. mayb he style hair..
haha... hey bravo bravo !! i feel proud of u !! finally u b brave !! keke~

Vhean... rocks !!!! haha... he reli can sing vry well... PUI FOK !

Haha.. cute lil ah meow ! ah meow voice vry sexy de le...
n the song he choose vry weird !!!
bt somehow.. v stil enjoy it !! hahaha~

Cute lil weng hou !! haha...

Then ...
we went to the "Sherpado" (dono wat spellin) celebrate ~
11 of us ~

Me & dear Huixian...
neh.. this is the cake.. haha... bt only left quater...LOL ~

Lubang & wei kit !!!!!! ahhh... thx u guys.. love ya !

Would lik to introduce u guys dis is ahmao !!!! my new fren huh?
haha... anyway ah mao feel nice 2 noe u ! & thank you ya !!! =)

Mr low !!!!!
haha... forget to tel u... u look nice after rebonding ur hair lar....
keke... HANDSOME!

They suppose to show their tounge at dis pic.. bt oni ah meow show !
haha~

Look both of them r so serious... mcm my parents.. or grandparents? LOL ~
& both of thm r vry funny.. wish me happy birthday thru phone call
even though we jz sit opposite to each other..
haha.. i received both of u d CHEN YI jor XD

Then shi yan ask me take photo with thuan tee~
eh rmemeber tel my daddy har mr low ! XD

With weikit and lubang.. keke~

Then v ah meow and vhean... keke... ah meow u look so funny !

Take photo v all my gal frens =) Yimei, esther, me and huixian !

Take with all my boy frens~~
Shiyan, Thuan tee, Ahmao, Lubang, Weikit, Ah meow and Vhean

Then we take group photo
Yeah.. 11 of us !! thank you vry much !! love u all ~

Lastly.. we take this pic b4 v go back
HAha... lov dis pic the most ! our fav pose ~ n we name it as huixian's pose !
cute le...
Thanks my lovely frens ~

~THE END~

I couldnt control myself not to think of you...
Even though im wit lot of ppl... i stil feel lonely after tat...
when im with others... im thinkin of you...
when im alone... im thinkin of you...
when im listening to the music... im thnkin of you...
when im watchin movie... im thinkin of you...
everything is you you and you...
over and over again...


Dono what i am doing...
feel so lost... someone can take me out of here?
who will be the one?